just a little something.

there comes a time when people learn to let go.
it's never easy but it's possible.
sometimes all you want to do is hang on to them, but sometimes the best thing is a break.
i feel like everyone has been through this.
i feel like everyone has got hurt from this.
but in the end everyone survives.
i've let people walk in and out of my life.
but i'm not going to let it happen again.
i've let people treat me like i mean nothing to them.
but it hurts too much to go through it another time.


idk, i felt like writing that.



i also find the interest in why sometimes you don't like someone but you love someone.

surprised.

Unbeatable and rare. That's my name. We are blind by change. It's easy for you to be incredible. But for me it's not. The world screams out chaos. We see solutions that are unexpected. We heal over time, finally gaining happyiness and belief. All I want is for you to accept me.


I wrote that in school today, in less than ten minutes. i surprise myself sometimes.

even though i wish i had a way with words more than i do.

I'M IN NEW YORK!!!!
i just got here two days ago and i freakingg love it.
tomorrow we'll be going to the city, hopefully. i can't wait! i'm so excited.

but i miss all my friends so much.
& brittany thanks for being there for me, when some people weren't. i love you and miss you a ton.

i think i might want to live here someday, in new york. it's amazing. <3
:)

it's been a bad day.

let's just say; this has been one of the worst days ever.

today i was betrayed by not one, but many people that i called friends. it sucks. i hate it. what jerks.

how could you? is all that's running through my mind right now.

"how can i look you straight in the eyes, when all you do is tell me lies?"
that right pretty much summed up my whole day.
?!??!?!?!?!?!?!?!
GOSH! I HATE LIARS. being lied to sucks.

BUT tomorrow i'm leaving to New York for christmas break, so maybe i'll have some fun there. :)

i stayed home.

i stayed home, cause i'm sick of school right now.

so i'm pretty much just chillin.
and hopefully tomorrow i'm leaving for new york, and if not then i'm leaving on the 19th. :D
i'm uber excited.

this morning i really woke up at like 7:30 but then just layed there till 9:30, idk why.
i just was thinking about everthing possible really.

i love the song the world at large by modest mouse. :)

well gotta go start packing for new york......

i feel like talking.

brittany jo is a true friend for sure. i love her. she keeps me going and i learn from her a lot.

today i looked at quotes. i found a couple i like, i think i'll print them and put them on my wall.

i got a new camera today and i haven't set it down yet....ha. i like taking all sorts of pictures.

tomorrow should be interesting. i have to present a book report. gosh i hate presenting things, it's a drag.

i love the movie twilight, but the book totally tops it, by far.



well gotta start on homework.......

i've learned a lot this week.

i decided to write in orange cause thats my favorite color....


i hate being nice to everyone, and especially the people that don't deserve it.
but thats how i am, i'm nice; to everyone. and thats how it's always going to be. people tell me i shouldn't be there for the people that treat me like crap, but i'm still going to be there for them.


this week; i became closer to my old friends.

this week; i relized that to be there for someone you don't always have to talk to them about it, just being there helps.

this week; i watched a movie and now i see the world at a different perspective.


i wonder whats in store for me next week....